Last night I thought I kissed the loneliness from out your belly button. I thought I did, but later you sat up, all bones and restless hands, and told me there is a knot in your body that I cannot undo. I never know what to say to these things. “It’s okay.” “Come back to bed.” “Please don’t go away again.” Sometimes you are gone for days at a time and it is all I can do not to call the police, file a missing person’s report, even though you are right there, still sleeping next to me in bed. But your eyes are like an empty house in winter: lights left on to scare away intruders. Except in this case I am the intruder and you are already locked up so tight that no one could possibly jimmy their way in. Last night I thought I gave you a reason not to be so sad when I held your body like a high note and we both trembled from the effort.
Some people, though, are sad against all reason, all sensibility, all love. I know better now. I know what to say to the things you admit to me in the dark, all bones and restless hands. “It’s okay.” “You can stay in bed.” “Please come back to me again. (via opinionsareimmunity)
i just fell in love with a paragraph?
How can you be so in love so quickly…
when someone remembers little things like that >
why does this sound so painfully familiar?
When people go on and on about how dumb and stupid I am I just laugh because I know they are wrong. I am not this uneducated fuck, In fact I have more real world experience than most people my age and I have a rare outlook on life. The things i have been through since I was a little girl has formed the person I am today and I would not change it for anything. I rather be the independent thinker I am than be some brain washed, narrow minded asshole that most of you people are.
When ya’ll are stuck in the same pattern as everyone else in this world and I am changing the world and making an impact i hope you remember the times “you are so stupid” or “what world do you even live in Bridget” rolled off your tongue and you bite it.
Do not shut down what you do not understand.